Have I Died to my own Reputation?
May I be far more concerned for the reputation of Christ the Lord and defending His truth, than for my own reputation that would likely seek to defend what is not God-honoring in a way that is not Christ-like. And may I live in such a way that I would not find myself looking to make excuses, but seeking to bring glory to God for the sake of the Gospel. And may I sincerely and quickly repent and seek forgiveness WHEN I fail.
Have we come to a point of self-denial so intense that we are, as Paul, willing to rejoice even when Christ is preached out of envy than not at all? What about the gross ignorance that prevails concerning the doctrinal knowledge of the Gospel? Do I care enough?
May we not be so blind to think that a "hungry stomach can be satisfied with mere dreams about meat..." There are too many in ministry that rejoice in false peace as they blindly skip on a path straight to hell. Shouldn't we mourn over those that are destitute of faithful ministers? Heaven and hell are not fables. They are eternal realities. So why the silence and appearance of indifference to the eternal well-being of others? Do I care enough?
"Wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction... narrow is the way which leads to life, and few there are that find it." Do I take that seriously enough?
If I compare my zeal for the salvation of other's souls to that of the Son of God... I fall immensely short. And that is to whom I must compare everything I do. If I do not, I will bury my head in the sand and think I am okay in comparison to perhaps most other people.
May we not fail to weep over our sins AND rejoice in the hope of the glory of God for "there is a great danger in being decieved and thus only dreaming of heaven. "... when in reality one might suddenly awake in hell. For isn't my only hope that of heaven... a pleasant dream that cannot be broken and wherein my true and final rest lies. For now, I rest under the wings of the Almighty as I forge ahead in battle for uncompromising truth.
"Many are called, but few are chosen...
Many who now commune together on this earth, will never meet in heaven...
Many who appear to be real Christians will, no doubt, be surprised to lift up their eyes in hell."
"Let him who thinks he stands, take heed..."
"There is a pretended boldness for Christ that arises from no better principle than pride... (but then as the true Christian) has a more holy boldness, so he has less SELF-confidence... and more modesty. As he is more sure than others of deliverance from hell, so he has a greater sense of its desert. He is less apt than others to be shaken in faith; but more apt to be moved with solemn warnings... and the calamity of others... He is the tallest and strongest saint, but the least and tenderest child among them."--- Jonathan Edwards
I keep telling myself and others that I will limit my blog posts to once a week... but for some reason, I have much to say about my Lord and Saviour that I must get out lest I BURST!!! The above is the result of studying God's precious Word this morning and I just felt so compelled to share it... forgive my ramblings. I pray they are not too foolish but bring praise and glory and honor to the One and only true God. This post is also the result of reading through a book I highly recommend: Sermons That Shaped America: Reformed Preaching from 1630 to 2001





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I'd like to hear more about this book. I'm trying to expand my knowledge & haven't read too many books yet. I'm sure you would love to help!!!
Posted by: Moody Bovine | May 3, 2006 05:57 PM
Hey Moody Cow... :-)
When you come over for Bible study fellowship tomorrow, I'll be happy to load you up!!! I also have some sermon tapes you can borrow for when you drive from either MacArthur or Sproul.
Posted by: 4ever4given | May 3, 2006 06:19 PM