When I went to my site this morning, I noticed my 2 latest posts:
Be Diligent to Pray (a post to remind myself and hopefully others to pray for our troops)
AND
Corpse-like Pallor (a post about being in front of the computer and inside home renovations too much and not getting outside enough)
Please know that in the midst of trying to make light of the need for a break in front of the computer and the desperate need for a break from inside home renovations ...and then posting the personal conviction of my own heart to pray diligently for our troops and for those directly affected by the war... such as that child (I just cannot ... do not want to imagine such pain)... I realize that the "corpse-like pallor" title on the one post seems wretchedly inappropriate next to those pictures in the proceeding post. Please forgive such thoughtlessness. I was going to re-name it and then I even considered un-posting it, but I find this to be an opportunity to learn from my mistakes. (there have been way too many of those "opportunities"... ugh)
I enjoyed my time with my family this week and appreciate so much the comments and e-mails sent to me regarding suggested family vacation spots. How exciting!!! I'll let you all know what we decide. But we probably will not be able to go until perhaps the Spring of 2008.
As for sending my kids off to school today... I miss them. I have homeschooled for 6 years, but I am excited for the opportunity to be a part of a 2 day a week university-model school. We had a new moms meeting today and I spontaneously invited 4 of the moms over. I am in the neighborhood right next door to the school... I can see the school from my front door.
I am so glad to have gotten to spend time with these mothers. One of the mothers, who is on the board of directors for the school with her husband, stayed a little longer. We took advantage of that time by also praying for the school, teachers, students and parents.
In light of seeing the picture of that child being held in a blood-stained blanket by that soldier... I just want to encourage you all to reflect on and be thankful for the blessings of your children... they are precious gifts from God and none of us know what tomorrow will bring. Seek to live your life in such a way that you will not be haunted with regrets... "If only's..."