If only...
I didn't read my Bible... if I was just content reading other books about the Bible so that I could be tossed to and fro by every wind of Doctrine... I could just listen to sermons and sit back and not be compelled to be a Berean, testing all things against God's Holy Word. Wouldn't my life be easier if I did not know what I know and long to know my God more deeply?
I mean, really... I wouldn't be offended by, for example, how the trinity is defined in the book "The Shack"... a book that most everyone else around me thinks is so great. It wouldn't bother me when people take the Lord's name in vain... right? I could just go along my merry little way, content with dubious "Christianity" that glories in doubting and vague proclamation of ambiguous relative truth, embracing a JUDGE NOT!! attitude even when I am called to be discerning as I seek to be relevant to my culture, changing Scripture to fit the currant trend, making the Gospel more attractive as I blow off the Christian forefathers who have gone before me because they just can't relate to today. SHHHH!!!! Just don't mention the wrath of God... only focus on what everyone wants to hear. Don't mention that the Holy Spirit isn't just my comforter, but has come to convict the world of guilt in regard to sin and righteousness and judgment.
...but... there's no turning back... because of what I know as I long to grow in the grace and knowledge of my Lord.
No turning back.
...why would I ever want to turn back? Just to please men?
But God... help me to only want to please you even if it means I am rejected, scorned, forsaken by men... help me to remain teachable... help me to be gentle and patient and kind and humble for Your name's sake.... help me.





My Husband, My brother in Christ













